… by Joel, my primary school friend (no, not my big brother mentioned here) why nothing happened between Colin and me over four years ago.

The only thing I could think of was: “It wasn’t the time” or “I wasn’t ready for it”.

And then I smiled because if I did go with Colin back then, I wouldn’t be with the best guy on earth any girl could have.

Yes, he’s still the best guy on earth (any girl could have) even though he’s not happy with me (at the moment).

It really is a wonder…