Did anyone ever watch that movie starring Adam Sandler and Jack Nicholson? I wish I did. Watch the movie, I mean. I thought it would be an interestingly funny movie when I saw the trailers. Sadly, I did not get the chance to catch it 🙁 Any movie by Adam Sandler would put my anger away 🙂

I want to talk about anger management. No, really. I want to know how others manage their anger. Do they wreck things? Cause havoc or break down and cry?

As for me, I turn to spending money. On what? Oh, just about anything. If I see Famous Amos cookies, I’ll get a bag; Anderson’s ice cream, I’ll get a scoop (or two); any CD and/or VCD that I want, I’ll get it; a random novel, I’ll buy it. Usually, I’ll buy them on impulse and most of the time, I’ll end up regretting it.

I was rather upset today. Over the smallest things. Sometimes, I wonder why I’m like that. It’s like the little things that built up and one fine day it suddenly snaps. And while I’m angry, I wonder, why am I still angry even if the person has apologised? What am I fighting for if I continue to remain in my sulky mood? Is it to prove something that even I cannot comprehend?

People don’t understand me at times. I don’t blame them. I can’t understand myself either.

Anyway, while I was being angry, I splurged on The Last Samurai VCD and One Child by Torey Hayden. Not too bad considering I was angry for four hours.

I think I am in need of another form of therapy.