… when a guy’s happy that he may have a chance to be with the girl he likes when my own boyfriend’s asking me hard questions, making me doubt our love for each other.

… when my friends are pressuring me to wear something girly as a sabo since it’s my birthday when they know full well how much I loathe skirts.

… when I feel like school’s too much for me when it’s only the third week and I know I won’t be able to attain an A grade.

… when I realise that I missed the dateline for an application and am unable to get financial help from the school.

… when I feel like I miss my old, carefree life.

… when I’m not given enough space and time to think.

… when I’m like this.

I don’t like it.

Not at all.