I know this is going to be one weird entry. But I had to write something because I am grateful. I am moved. I am touched.

It was actually after an emotional chat session with him and I am actually still feeling sad and all when my dearest Soffie Sis wrote me a testimonial at my Frienster account.

Soffie | 20/7/2006
if u check the dictionary under the word narcissist, u will see a picture of dine sis taking a picture of herself. ultimate cam whore i tell u — but whore only in the nicest of pictures..anyways sis, i wanna tell u that seriously from the girl that was the ultimate tomboyish in school, ok fine u’re still not wearing skirts or dresses but u’re definitely more girly looking & definitely cuter..so i haf like a hot sis lah..sure she’s now more tanned than me which makes me feel un-malay.. but girl u know that even though the man is duno how many miles away, we’re all still here loving u..-hugs-

It has been a tiring week. A worrisome week. An emotional week. And I was not in the mood for anything (much). That’s the reason why I skipped three days of school—I was just not in the mood.

And getting a F today was just the cherry on top of a lousy semester.

So after seeing what a dear friend wrote (well, more than a dear friend. She is my sister, after all) for me, showing me how much she cared for me, I felt like I am somebody who actually mattered to others.

Thank you, Sis.